not to bring into too much view.

lately natasha, my best friend in the world, and i have been seeing more of each other:
i can not express how much this completes my happiness. i feel so good.
my withdrawing is always a problem, and sometimes i feel really distant from everything- but it seems each time we hang out the more its like how we used to be. she has always been my second thought, and now that she's back- well, i feel like me again.

i don't want anyone to get the wrong idea, mason is my other half, my love, my life- without him, im nothing.
but without natasha, well, it feels as if my thoughts are incomplete without her input, and i guess that really puts a toll on my heart, on my creativity, on my common sense.