never enough.
sometimes it gets real hard to stay shifted, to remain okay. sometimes my mind
reeks of old thoughts and old desires. escaping sounds good, burials sound alluring,
people sound demeaning. it's always been my mind- an intense craving to be stuck
in mud, sinking: to crawl under a tree and stay: to feel lonely and secluded just because
crowds and friends just are not good enough at that moment. i'm trying, so hard
to feel up to things, continuously, but i'm starting to realize continuously does not exist.
Like you said, it gets real hard sometimes.Sometimes, the wave gets so big that it's hard to believe that we can make it trough.
ReplyDeleteBut...what happens is that...we are here, right?
I felt like this before, like there's no way out.And...what I learned is that..It's ok to feel like this.
It's ok to cry under a palmtree, it's ok to be lonely for a while.It's ok, 'cause tomorrow we will be back for another morning, right?
All that remains are some scars, the proof that we've been here and will continue to be.
Take care.
Nice textbox I found.My own page's written in portuguese, soon I'll write something in english, or at least I hope so.But there're some drawings of my own, express some part of my world.Feel free.It's nice to be here.