hallelujah

i'm tired. i'm fucking tired.
i don't want to try to be happy. i just want to be happy.
i'm tired of leaving things unfinished, and uncertain, and i want to live lively.
i hear shit coming from the teevee, and it's hurting my head.
i hate everything the media wants me to devour.

i just want to sleep.
i went to the doctor today, oh, that reminds me-
i need to take my medicine.