out of sync

so, i heard you've decided to become quite the monstrosity.
like a monster in my closet.
well, fuck you.

pure ignorance; i am the personification of such nonsense. maybe i've already begun my path towards denial, either way i am gutting open my mind and placing the remains upon others. leave me be, please. everything is over taking everything, i feel an endless circle spiraling and ruining my perspective.

i'm not sure what i was thinking. keeping busy isn't quite right for me. if that phone rings again i'm afraid my head is going to close. it's okay though, i'm synchronizing tomorrow. i'll be fine.