you hit rock bottom like a sinking ship, tried to swim to the shore- but there was no drift.
you slept so long, seemed like forever-just constantly feeling under the weather.
you got lost in medication- just trying to keep your sake of mind;
instead you just constantly got swept up by the tide.
but the dishes are dirty, the laundry is high.
you cant put off every second of your life.
you breathe out pain and breathe in stress,
dont you feel like there shouldve been some progress?
i hate how you say, it all be okay:
when your wasting away your everyday.
you move so slow, as if your stuck in time.
grieving and grieving for some sort of drive.
did you forget about the doctors, did you give away your pills?
isnt there some reason you suddenly feel so ill?
youre running on empty, on the edge of your mind.
from one place to another, losing track of time.
i have work at four, i have to be picked up at nine.
why did you turn your phone on silent, why did you hit ignore?
i cant understand but i have an idea about the state of mind your in.
but this is not the answer, its not a way to live.