lie.

i know. i know what needs to happen, what should.
i could get through it; with his music, my music, and a little helping hand(s).

 to they who shall not be named-
i am living in hell. this way of living is for roaches, rats, and just our kind.
i wish i could video tape it, because i dont want to forget the images and drastic
measures ive seen and taken. not that i will ever forget.
i just want you to see, so you will be disgusted and tie me down and hold me hostage,
never to return to such depths: ive seen deeper holes than i knew existed.

dont forget

I lost a couple years like a Christmas box
When you were sober you
felt better somehow

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